I'm as lost as the next
I was on but I'm off to the left
Getting high on the crest
Where I spend most of my time
Lowered eyes come to find
I think I know for myself what they meant
All of my friends ain't know how to be friends
I got obsessed with this bitch as a kid
Dependent ingrained in the way that I live
Depending on things that's gonna change
What they mean
I'm just tryna find a good side of me
You see a smile I'm off of the green
Sad when my gas is be sitting on"E"
But it's been a minute supply come in clean
Desperate but I ain't that desperate
Go find someone else
I'm not the one to front you a G
Neglected, oh so poetic
I think I'm pathetic
Want to, but won't
Exit the scene
I can feel it getting worse, not a word
At a loss when I talk to you it hurts
Mixed with a gift and a curse
A fault of my own
I'm just tryna make it work
Dreams have a key to a throne
Lately I'm here but I feel so alone
I'm finding hope but it come and it go
I found out the truth but I won't let you know
I'm having doubts bout myself on da low
Don't wanna go through it alone anymore
Want for the best don't expect me to score
Expecting less broke a promise you swore
Think I want a break
A time out
Nah I wanna escape
Call me Kota Kobain
I got a itch on a thought
In the back of my brain
But to scratch it
I'm leaving a stain