I be alone with the voice in my head
I can't relax nah I'm always on on edge
It takes a pack just for me to kick back
And i wish could call upon one of my friends
They don't pick up when I'm all out of luck
And i just need a hug so i vent y'all show love
Mercy for who is our savior
Cause they ain't shown up
I don't think that no one is saving us
It's getting less vivid or something
The colors been diming
It's not the seasons that's switching
It was so warm with a welcome
Those times more scares
F*ck these cards and f*ck whoever delt them
Putting a chip in your brain in insane
When a phone is attached to your hand half The day
Hate to say in what i see, now good times
They ain't cheap, well at least not for me
Spent it all on my needs
I'll keep it real i don't know how to rap it all Started little me in his feels hating class
I was switching the screen so my peers wouldn't see
Writing bout pics that she sent above the Knee
Where she cut over scars, pointing fingers at Me
I was exposed to shit since a jit
I cut myself cause I seen what she did
Is crazy to influence you get as a kid
You ever went to give somebody a hug
Notice the stains on their arms from their Blood
Debating about staying, I'm telling my half
Don't go to therapy I talk to these wraps
When nothing's left like what the f*ck do we Have
Some thoughts in a box sitting under the Grass
So f*ck what you think when I want I'm an act
I spend too many nights thinking what if I had