Kotari - The Light Lyrics

I wonder what it means

Would you still love me if I lose myself
Would you hold it down
When I'm down for the count
Put everything on hold to make sure I'm good
Be patient no matter how long it took
To see me shine, to see me thrive
And be my light yeah be my light
Be my light yeah be my light
Be my light yeah be my light

If I'm stressed, If I'm stressed
If I'm stressed, would you help me decompress
Would you invest in these words I express
To confess things that be sitting on my chest
To connect without the sex
When I'm not feeling the best
Address things that got me feeling depressed
If so this is my exhale
I wanted nothing more than to excel
So detached from school got my ass expelled
I was feeling like I'm trapped
Like I'm stuck in jail
Life don't got no stencil
No blueprint I just pray it ends well
All you got is choice hope this shit blends well
Pops taught me there's certain things you can't tell
"People don't care, you can't tell?"
Got to act cool on some Denzel
Is it ego or pride I don't know
I hung around a few that were dead inside
The lost souls
Used to act a fool to escape reality
People didn't understand
Felt the world was maddening
Is this what it feels like to lose your sanity

I wonder it means what it means
What it means
To live free
To live

Would you still love me if I lose myself
Would you hold it down
When I'm down for the count
Put everything on hold to make sure I'm good
Be patient no matter how long it took
To see me shine, to see me thrive
And be my light yeah be my light
Be my light yeah be my light
Be my light yeah be my light

Be the sign
Be the sign
That I need in my that I need in my life
You give me love
You give me love and advice
(Oooh)

Grew up socially awkward
Really wish I could talk more
Always been so distant
Always been so different
That's just how I lived it
Cautious who I let in
Always second guessing
That is my confession
Always coming second
Can't let them see my brilliance
Always looked so timid
Can't tell you where my head is
All my nights are restless
Fear of failures prison
Why I be so reckless
F*ck it, who's listening
All these bonds are severed
It's just for the better
Me myself forever
Nothing keeps me tethered
What keeps me together
Everything's whatever
My mind is like the weather
Call it brainstorming

I wonder it means what it means
What it means
To live free
To live

Would you still love me if I lose myself
Would you hold it down
When I'm down for the count
Put everything on hold to make sure I'm good
Be patient no matter how long it took
To see me shine, to see me thrive
And be my light yeah be my light
Be my light yeah be my light
Be my light yeah be my light

When I'm lost in the darkness and my thoughts so clouded
Can I count on you?
Can I count on you?
When I'm lost in the darkness and my thoughts so clouded
Can I count on you?
Can I count on you?