K-Otik - Destroy Crow Lyrics

I'm a youngin & I'm headed to a new school
Walking thru the door where no one knows who
I am, but damn, there you were with a smile on ya face
You put your arm me to making sure Im not outta place
& that's how I knew, I had a friend in you
I said "I live on Forest" you said "Me too!"
I said "My name is Kevin New, your name I wanna know"
& that's when ya told me " it's Casey Aaron Crow"
I don't know, what it was about him, everybody loved
But when we walking through the hallways, all the girls give him hugs
He was the one who, picking any girl he wanted to run through
Hangin' out with one of them, he said he wanted the gun too
So he stole it from her dads house
He's the man now, you can't say a peep, I'm quiet as a mouse
You my boy bro, that gun's not a toy though
But little did I know, that gun would destroy Crow
Baby blue Thunderbird, we were taking a ride
To a camp far away so we could play outside
While his mom & her sis could catch up time
Tippin back some drink, so they could feel alright
We been there all day, hoopin, arcade & playin' by the lake
I even messed up & sprained my ankle by mistake
_ It was a day, that I'll never forget
His mom was so f*ckin' drunk, what she said is burned into my head
She was pissed he wouldn't get in the car
He said "with you being tipsy, mom, we are going too far"
So he turned the music up & didn't wanna hear her scream
So she yelled "Casey, you don't mean anything to me"
I can't believe that she said it, he said "you're gonna regret it
When you wake up in the morning you're gonna find your son dead"
So I said, "you're my boy bro, that gun's not a toy though"
But still I didn't know, that gun would destroy Crow
Up half the night, I couldn't sleep
The first thing I did when I woke was look down the street
Then I rubbed my eyes, to make sure I wasn't dreamin
Seen the paramedic in your driveway, I started screamin
Right then I knew, you were gone too soon
Why couldn't I have been there, to try and stop you
The newspaper read, that this was Russian Roulette
I know that's bullshit, cuz you said you'd be dead
I was 14 when this happened, now I'm almost 40
& I'm, sick of feeling like this, ready to tell my story
& I wonder why you didn't stay when he needed you
DJ, why did you leave when he's shot & he's bleeding too
You went home to clean your room
25 years later, you died and took those secrets with you
It's not a game, the guns not a toy though
I'm so f*ckin' pissed you let it destroy Crow