Toss it over in my mind coz I couldn't write a rhyme
I've been losing sleep and the concept of time
I think it just hit me like a joke with a punch line
When I realized that you weren't worth a dime
I think I just stood too close to the ledge
Learned that the fray couldn't hold on the edge
Of a one track mind with a narcissistic bend
And it got me wishin' That I never played pretend
I know it's not my fault but now I'm stuck in a free fall
I think I'm being used and no one even knows at all
Stuck in a maze where I feel so small
With nothing But my own writing etched in the wall
I think it was a loss of vision in my headspace
Or maybe it's the fear that I failed to replace
It was like trying to put a name to a face
But there's only silhouettes and the features erased
Try to push it to the side so it doesn't get me down
Take a minute take a walk in a small town
Think about the times that we had on the south side
When we went for drives in the middle of the night
Things could be easy now like they were then
I wish I had a little more paper and a working pen
I wanna make amends
Everything I spent
Tryna help you get a Fresh start
Here it comes again
Runnin in your head
All you see is red
Bullets made of lead
Leavin' me for dead
Wanna get ahead
Movin on instead
D****s that you fed
Try to cut the thread
Opening all the empty promises you said
Every time you plead
When you got upset
Water that I tread
All you made me bled
What does it take to forget
Cause I can't hold on to anythin'
And I feel torn
Let's take a minute and see this through
When you're stuck in the moment
We both know I can't see you
Let's take this time
To breathe and we'll both be fine
It's not complicated
Between the space you made is where you'll find all that you'll ever need
Between the space you made is where you'll find all that you'll ever need