Kowa Mirai - Nothing Matters... I promise. Lyrics

I've been trying to find a better way and I've been living life up on a chase
Searching for the thing we calling greatness

No I ain't got time to take a break, barely time to take a f*cking breath in
Drowning like my bank account's a lake
Reminded by the things I f*cking hate and wonder if this shit will ever change
Shit I'm getting older now, death be a little bit closer now

And the dreams that I had getting bolder now, shit, I got a soul to sell
Spoke with the reaper but he said he couldn't help
So instead I decided to speak to Satan to himself
Said he had everything that I needed if I accept the deal

I'll be living the life that I always wanted but in hell
My skin to the fire will no longer melt as the wings on my back fly me out of this realm
Stuck in my mind as my memories dwell
When I'm ready to die, hope they wishing me well

F*cking with me, you be killing yourself as I'm taking your soul to lock up in a cell
Scream all you want but they won't hear a yell
Will you ever get out but there's no way to tell
I've been trying to find a better way and

I've been living life up on a chase
Searching for the thing we calling greatness
No I ain't got time to take a break, barely time to take a f*cking breath in
Drowning like my bank account's a lake

Reminded by the things I f*cking hate and wonder if this shit will ever change
Laying in this dirt, I hope my ashes will return
I look at clouds up in the sky and realize everything I learn, I realize everything is burned
Ain't no happiness deserved, I'm screaming

F*ck you and f*ck every person living on this earth
Laying in this dirt, I hope my ashes will return
I look at clouds up in the sky and realize everything I learn, I realize everything is burned
Ain't no happiness deserved, I'm screaming it

F*ck you and f*ck every person living on this earth
Finally open my eyes, I don't wanna live so I hope that I die
What a joke is a dope just to cope with the lies
Will I choke from the rope when I go try to fly

Tied up, let me get another cup on the side
Filled up with a potion to help me survive
Three more cups in and a blunt on the side
Now I feel like my soul has, finally arrived

Finally open my eyes, I don't wanna live so I hope that I die
What a joke is a dope just to cope with the lies
Will I choke from the rope when I go try to fly
Tied up, let me get another cup on the side

Filled up with a potion to help me survive
Three more cups in and a blunt on the side
Now I feel like my soul is has, finally arrived
Feel, feel, feel like my soul has, finally arrived

Feel, feel, feel like my soul has, finally arrived
Feel, feel, feel like my soul has, finally arrived