I wish i hadn't given you up
Just so later i could see i f*cked up
Why did i have to throw it all away
It wasn't worth it and now i feel this way
I don't know why i do all this to myself
It's like i can't let myself be well
I make excuses and i hurt everyone
I can't forget all the things i've done
I keep diving off the deep end
You're so strong and im so weak and
I wish i could give up all that i have
Just to see you one more time after all that's happened
I wish you could see what i've seen
Because i know you'd what i believe
It's like all of this is a bad dream
As i dive off the deep into a deep sleep
I wish i could take back all that i've done
It's not because i feel so numb
It's because i don't like the thought of
Becoming something that i know i'm not
You know me better than i know myself
I'm sorry for everything it hurts like hell
The thought of hurting you is way too much
I wish i could take back all the things that i've done
I keep diving off the deep end
You're so strong and im so weak and
I wish i could give up all that i have
Just to see you one more time after all that's happened
I wish i could give up all that i have
Just to see you one more time after all that's happened
I wish you could see what i've seen
Because i know you'd what i believe
Off the deep end
Off the deep end
Off the deep end
Off the deep end