Kristina Reitsma - Battle With My Mind Lyrics

We've had so much time
I'm still trying to get it right
I can't get comfortable
Ten months in it's taken me so long
I don't know what it is but I can't look away
I know you've found someone else and honestly I'm okay
There was never a chance there was never a spark
But you gave me a smile that made me wish there was
I've tried everything to get you off of my mind
But I've fallen to hard and I'm wasting my time
Pacing back and forth I'm wondering why it is
You've got a hold on me that I cannot resist
The glass must always be dry
Before I can look you in eye
I can't even be myself
Ten months I still need liquid help
I don't know what it is that makes me so afraid
You're just an ordinary guy now honestly I'm not okay
There was never a chance there was never a spark
But you gave me a smile that made me wish there was
I've tried everything to get you off of my mind
But I've fallen to hard and I'm wasting my time
Pacing back and forth I'm wondering why it is
You've got a hold on me that I cannot resist
We never talk we never laugh, we never
Interact, or share our facts when I'm sober
I knew you first but she's real nice I've met her
I don't know your favourite colour but I've
Heard you say several times that you love her
Now I know that that is real I've gotta
Let it go
There was never a chance there was never a spark
But you gave me a smile that made me fall in love
I've tried everything to get you off of my mind
But I've fallen to hard and I'm wasting my time
Pacing back and forth I'm wondering why it is
You've got a hold on me that I cannot resist
If I think about it hard enough you're not what I want
We're just two different people I know we don't belong
The only thing we have in common is our love for the tunes
That play on the radio in the afternoons
But that's not enough I've gotta let it go
Its a battle with my mind to say no