Kristina Reitsma - Second Hand Smoke Lyrics

I thought I knew exactly what this would be like
Now I know I know nothing at all
I've seen these faces a hundred times before
Are they really what they seem?
Funny how from a distance
You think you know what's best and what you want
Be careful what you wish for
It's too hard to hold my breath
I'm breathing in the second hand smoke
As hard as I've tried to figure out
I don't recognize myself
All of the voices, are they in my head
Are they in my mind?
Looks good on the outside
But only on the outside
How is it that they don't see what's really going on
They're heroes in their minds
To fit in with that crowd you've gotta play the part
I didn't realize what that would mean
Funny how from a distance
You think you know what's best and what you want
Be careful what you wish for
It's too hard to hold my breath
I'm breathing in the second hand smoke
As hard as I've tried to figure out
I don't recognize myself
All of the voices, are they in my head
Are they in my mind?
Looks good on the outside
But only on the outside
Who am I?
Is there any part of me left that's still mine
It's taken a hold
It's too hard to hold my breath
I'm breathing in the second hand smoke
As hard as I've tried to figure out
I don't recognize myself
All of the voices, are they in my head
Are they in my mind?
Looks good on the outside
But only on the outside