Krusin V.S. Kyle Video (MV)

When I'm Krusin I turn the bars into something different
As Kyle Rusin I spoke and it's like nobody listened
So what's the difference, who's the man behind the sentence
What designed the weapon, contributed to his sense of strong resentments?
...yeah that would be a good story
Me and sis explored the woods when nana lived at the quarry
Now nana and I quarrel, don't speak and both worry we might never see the other
But I'm lost in my pride
When I write shit like that tears spring to my eyes
I use my phone to type rhymes, why don't my fingers dial a couple numbers and we could chat for a while
It might help a nigga slumber
But I'm weak so I lie
I say I've been busy, I've been avoiding my life
Some days I wish I could die from morning to night
And yeah the next day I could feel all the way better
The day after tomorrow could still bring stormy weather
I give advice I can't follow
Take a shot when I start to feel hollow
Roll a blunt, don't think about the problems
Always told I was smart but not smart enough to solve them
Wasn't given much direction, daddy wasn't around
Mom barely was, who am I gonna make proud
I had one sibling til I turned eighteen
God had one job, why did he make me
I think they're all right, I might be wasting my time
I think they're all wrong but I keep coming up dry
No matter what we do angels gotta fly
And the demons will be upset that we won't share the sky
Okay
So who is Krusin, which one is Kyle
Breathe steady, keep it movin like I'm running a mile
Every day I further stray, at night I reconcile with devils acting wild
Turn it up, crank the dial
Thru it all, keep a grin, the best defense is a smile
Cynthia or Corrine, you're in such deep denial
But I been here for a while...

So I say
So I say

Its okay, its all okay now
Don't be afraid, I'm okay now
It's okay, it's all okay now
Don't be afraid, cause I'm okay now

I don't choose to separate myself from anything I do
Look at you, look at me, see our different attitudes
Its almost never KR, he was no good at producing
It cant be uncle K-Dawg, we all know he's a loser
So it must be Krusin
It must be Krusin
Do you love me Kyle
I guess I trust you Krusin

When I'm Kyle I know i feel the strongest emotions
Heart on my sleeve, I'm feeling something, I cant focus
When I'm Krusin I coast just to follow the motions
When you're good you can't say it or it's boasting
So I'ma let the music say it
Truth hurts and life is what you make it
If you got a raw deal batter it up and bake it
If the oven don't work just hope your ass ain't break it
Basically take it all one step at a time
There's no need to rush when you're sparking up blind
If you want the meat you gotta cut through the hide
If you want the fruit you gotta deal with its rind
There's always a challenge when you balance a life
The stars in the sky illuminating the strife
The bars in my psyche keep me trapped in the fight
Maybe I'd get the point if i got stabbed with a knife
The real joke is that I probably would
My boys think I can make it and I probably could
If I get it together and start portraying an image just so people will like me my rap career should be good
My rap career should be good

But that's not what I want

I wanna leave my essence in case I'm ever gone too long or too early, so record me on a song
I'll try to keep the vocals strong in case they'd like to sing along
That's all that i want
I wanna leave my essence in case I'm ever gone too long or too early, so record me on a song
Cause that's all that I want
I wanna leave my essence in case I'm ever gone too long or too early
So record me on a song
Just record me on a song
I'll try to keep the vocals strong in case theyd like to sing along
Yeah that's all that I want