Feel the fury closing in
All resistance wearing thin
Another day another problem
So ill pick up the pen
Grab my notebook and I start Writing lines
Then I write them again
Cross 'em out restart from Nothing
Anxiety ain't my friend
Telling me just to give it up and Rip it up and tear it up and Throw that shit into the bin But I can't look back
No I can't look back
I was 14 when I started feeling Off
Feel the chill in my back
Man the only girl that I ever Even f*cking loved
Started smoking the crack
She doin better now I'm happy For her bout to be a mother With another and she knows I'll always love her but you Know it does a number
And I always sit and wonder Why a brother wasn't ever F*cking good enough
Damn will I ever be good Enough?
I'm really tryna do right in this World
I feel like already giving up
Maybe if I never try this could Be avoided
Everytime I f*ckin cry I can Hear the voices
Everything I even do is a Dissapointment
Everything I even do is a Dissapointment so
Feel the fury closing in
All resistance wearing thin
Feel the fury closing in
All resistance wearing thin
Let it go
Because it'll come back if you Just let it go
But if you don't let it go
You will just suffocate
Don't try to cling, relax
And if you do that
Of course it means you'll Become a rather astonishing Person
Somedays I feel strong Somedays feel weak
Somedays don't know what to Say when I speak
Are they laughing at me I don't Know I turn my cheek
And walk the other way and Then they say it ain't that deep
Well it is that deep
Man I'm up to my neck
All I ever wanted was the same Level of respect
That I give but maybe too Much I expect
People only care bout money And a worthless check
Damn
Are people really that blind
Putting time into something They find
Makes them miserable the Principle of happiness is right In their mind
So do what you love and stop Wasting your time
If ever you feel your soul Freezin'
But on the outside you feel like You're beamin'
And that dark feelin' just creeps In don't let it deem in
Yeah that's why they call it Demon
Do what you love when the Weather gets cold
Put that shit above when you Feel like you'll fold
But you gotta go all in so to Raise your self esteem
Give it to 'em straight but don't Do it selfishly
And you'll feel like you've won And you have but as you stare Under the sun
As you map it all out man you Gotta have fun but you don't Wanna be the one under the Gun damn
Feel the fury closing in
All resistance wearing thin
Feel the fury closing in
All resistance wearing thin