KS - BEHIND THE SCENES Lyrics

KS
Behind the scenes
Maybe I'm scared and from a child
I haven't managed fears well
If they love you then they show you it's in the details
Around here you don't go to the beach to see shells
I've seen man be on the right track and get derailed
All cause of emotions
So when I say I'm coping I've got my cape on, I'm heroic
I've got my eyes on my future, I'm focused
Probably think I can't express my emotions
But I've got a bunch of vulnerability songs in my folder
I never had a problem exposing
I send my burdens through the clouds
When I don't it feels like I put my guard down
And I hit the ground
Mic check one two how do I sound
My brother said this is hard KS
But let's be honest it's probably not coming out
This life's a movie and every film has behind the scenes
Every tree loses leaves and every smile has silent screams
So when they tell me stay safe I say I'm trying to be
I'm sending prayers for my protection and strength when I feel weak
All these losses I had to learn it the harder way
Second chance for a grandmother's love and she passed away
I'm dealing with heartache
Never had a toothache or problems with these teeth
But the dentist said they got concerns cause I've been grinding in my sleep
I've got big dreams that's me on stage
Testifying to supporters
But nightmares cause I look back when I should be moving forward
Asking God is this a will or am I trying to force things
Ay yo Mainss we came a long way from your mum's Corsa
So when you got the spaceship you never looked at me and made me feel smaller
All these lessons that life taught us
Is nothing in comparison to how salvation made us cautious about our decisions
And that's why you survived that collision
Let's get with it
I've got a lot to be
I've got a lot to see
God please send confidence for Naomi
I wanna fly to Nairobi
Cause I've been stuck here for too long I'm starting to get cosy
I need new scenes
I need to see the world as moving at light speed
I mean
Breathe KS
But they saying we're getting older but baby steps
And you're gonna be a husband so you can't be prayerless
Leading your home so it's about how you manage stress
Cause how you gonna run your yard when you can't even run your life
It's not about you no more you're gonna have kids and Adonai
So no matter what goes on behind the scenes
You can't afford to be camera shy
I said you can't afford to be camera shy
Ay check this when you're on frontline fight like you're supposed to
Remember God chose you
Everything you've been through is to mould you
You can't step into a new season with the old you
In the midst of emotions let God hold you
Cause those things never broke you
Behind the scenes heroes need directors
Lord be my Stan Lee
Hope you understand me
I hope I allow you to lead me
So I can lead my family
And when things get too heavy for me
You give me strength so I can carry