Kule - Counteractive Lyrics

I just can't seem to get the image out of my mind
It's what keeps me completely blind
I'm not worth it
I don't hit deeper than the surface
And that's all I'll be
Just a washed up joke
Trying to cover up these mistakes with a bunch of smoke
Cause it's the only calm I can come to
That will always stay righteous and true
And won't give up on me
Despite me trying to change
And leave it behind
Get high off life for once
And clear my mind
But of course my life doesn't work like that
I over indulge in everything
Till I can't feel happy or sad
Cause I'm too unbalanced at the moment
To be on my own
I fully understand I'll always get out grown
By everyone I know
I hope it doesn't happen to
You to
And that's all I'll be just washed up joke
Trying to cover up these mistakes with a bunch of smoke
Cause it's the only calm I can come to
That will always stay righteous and true
And won't give up on me
Despite me trying to change
And leave it behind
Get high off life for once
And clear my mind