I know I'm always misleading
I'm only letting myself feel more defeated
But ever since I tried to let it all go
Anger and frustration's all I show
I'm scaring everyone I love away
You don't know how much it means for you to stay
How you don't look at me that way
And accept my flaws every single day
I'm sorry for letting these thoughts back in
And it doesn't seem like my change will ever happen
I don't know how to deal with myself when I'm like this
Every problem I have is an existential
Crisis, and I gotta f*cking chill out before I'm alone again
I hope I can stay this happy in the end
But it's so fickle and never keeps its word
I feel like I'm just always getting worse
I'm scaring everyone I love away
You don't know how much it means for you to stay
How you don't look at me that way
And accept my flaws every single day
I'm sorry for letting these thoughts back in
And it doesn't seem like my change will ever happen