Perception Deception Video (MV)

So many nights I be panicking, wonder if this is my final day living
Man I screwed up, I'm a wretch and my life don't mean shit from the millions whose sinning
What the hell have I become all I think about is how to get dough and spend it
Tell me my life ain't bout stunting on yall is this what I did with my existence
So now I'm feeling conflicted, pour my heart out to a Saviour who shoots me
Paying these crooks for my sins while watching these women flock at em like groupies
F*ck it I'm finna go in... It's dog eat dog and I'm tired of this leash
They kill us, then holler for peace, then kill again when we cop us a piece
And it's wrong
Just the other day
Saw the youngin play
Now it's channel 5
Now he on display
Police gave him 5
Cops and robbers eh?
He was just a child
Heard his momma say
Fighting back the cries
He'd be 9 today
Toy guns a crime
Can't be black and play
They don't see your smile
Care to know ya age
They know u gon die
Rejoice on ya grave
That's why deep inside
I don't feel the same
Sorrow that u feel
When they pass away
Sorry I'm too real
Muzzle flashes, hate
Bodies from a tree
⅗ of a mayne
How I'm property
Never own a thing
Infrastructure u create is stopping me
You say it's all in my mind
But you broke my leg and then told me to man up and run the race
Lord
I gotta be tripping, lemme take a blunt to the face
F*ck I look like? My girl like a Bad Boy, why I'm preaching like Ma$e
I'm all in my feelings I'm all outta liquor I'm all in the studio beasting
My niggas they need me, I gotta make sure we more that we more than just eating, we feasting
I gotta make sure they respect me
I can't let these square niggas check me
No love in the streets ain't no besties
Keep it G ain't no checking my testes
Just keep me in mind if you bless me
And if I be blind till my death, please
Know I tried to do right when u test me
But for now imma ride with this Vest, G