The way I feel isn't your fault
This is all me
You didn't tell me fall in love with a woman
That is all heat and flame
That I can never touch or gain
Obtain, hold hands or walk in the rain
With the lips of a woman that I see my self with
Up until this point, I've been so selfish
And I'm the one that will be sorry
Always and forever
Cause I always let my impulsiveness get the better of Keith
Oh I never think "I better retreat"
Cause In my head I'm confident that you are better for me
Than anybody else
This that shit I was just talking about
I know it's painful as f*ck seeing me wallow about
Following doubt cause I can't I can't accept truth
I talk so much I ain't been letting you
But when you do
Your actions
Prove otherwise
I guess the truth is I ain't as cool as these other guys
And if that ain't the case
I see our f*cking problem
We both think we know what's best for each other's involvement
And I usually will accept the best advice from you
But if it's anything other than I just to fight for you
I likely will decline
Until you tell me leave
I can be your friend
But know I can barely breathe
Without telling you how delicate and precious you are
You are the only thing I know I would never do harm
Honestly
I am so
Embarrassed
Am I really crazy to think of you in a marriage with me?
I feel like a creep
Since you never actually said you wanted me
Wondering while I sleep if you're under me
Will my dreams be better?
In my head you're a queen
I know my team will be better when you're the head of my league
So why is it that I am never f*cking thinking?
And if you ever hear this what do I pick as the meaning?
Who the f*ck is Kwillis in your life?
I guess that's what I want to know
If you're right
That it's best for me to stop
And never rap another lyric about us
If we're the song
That we're never hearing
I guess I'll give up