You broke me like a fever
When you told me that you need her
I've got needs too, I need you
We've been masochists
Since our very first kiss
Our love defined, by crossing lines
I don't want to feel any better
I want to get used to the tide
I want to write you a letter
'Cause it feels like you've died
You've always hated my voice
And that makes me want to use it
But I'll cry and cry and cry till I lose it
You're my phantom limb
My outgrown skin
I'm better off, at such a cost
It feels like a sickness
The way I miss it
The life we had, gone so fast
I don't want to feel any better
I want to get used to the tide
I want to write you a letter
'Cause it feels like you've died
You've always hated me voice
And that makes me want to use it
But I'll scream into the void 'till I lose it
I guess I'll get that oil change
And eat my bitter greens
And I will slowly rearrange
I'll rearrange
Into someone you never knew
I don't want to feel any better
I want to get used to the tide
I want to write you a letter
'Cause it feels like you've died
You've always hated me voice
And that makes me want to use it
But I'll scream into the void 'till I lose it
I'll cry and cry and cry 'till I lose it
I'll keep on saying sorry till I lose it