LA Odyssey - Why Do I Feel Like This Lyrics

I said I'm 16
With a big dream
But in reality
I don't know who I wanna be
I'm taking AP classes
I'm really stressed out
I'm doing homework
But I'd rather be at my friend's house
There's a girl I like
I think she's really swell
Don't know if she likes me back
It's really hard to tell
They say be bold
Buts it's hard when you've felt rejection
I haven't had my first kiss
I've never felt affection
Girls don't show interest
But I never show it either
I'm scared of the future
I know I'll have to leave her
I know I can't be with her
So I give up
I tell myself be patient
And keep your chin up

Why why why
Do I feel like this
Why why why
Do I feel like this

Dam I'm only sixteen
Why do I have these thoughts
They say that I'm mature
I wish that I could stop
Wish I was a kid again
Because those days were simple
Wasn't worried about girls, school, and sudden pimples
I know I'm a teenager
And I get really moody
Feels like I'll never change
When the days are gloomy
Sometimes I think that I'm the phony
I put on this smile and act friendly
But actually I'm really lonely
Feels like I'm way behind
Held back by my morals
I'm seriously a junior
And haven't been to formal
I was worried about the price
But there's a bigger cost
I could have gone twice
Those memories are lost

Why why why
Do I feel like this
Why why why
Do I feel like this

Sometimes I wonder why do I make music
People don't even listen
I guess I'm useless
If I rapped about guns and drugs
After that, I guarantee that I'd have views and funds
Maybe they're right when they say my music sucks
I don't have the talent
I'll never make the cut
Two years down the drain
What a waste of time
If I end my script now
Who would remember my lines
I want you to know
This one represents my lows
My life isn't full of what I rap in my songs
Actually my life is full of all the feelings I hold
Why do I feel this I hope it doesn't last long

Why why why
Do I feel like this
Why why why
Do I feel like this