Tried So Hard Video (MV)

I tried so hard not to notice,
But you were dead behind the eyes,
No matter where you go you look lost,
No matter where go you seem low,

Please come home,
Lies have been told,

To that little child,
So resilient and versatile,
Who found that life can be so cruel became no fool,
And turned away from you,
In a veil of mistruth,
And each day their hearts became more broken,
And so many words went unspoken,

Grief took hold,
As lies came home,
And that little child,
So resilient and versatile,
Found out that time can wear you thin then wear you down,

Mirtazapine, Clonazepam, olanzapine and ketamine,
Shattered dreams and viral memes,
And genocide and conscious greed,
And human beings that make you ill,
And vaccinations that might kill,
Establishments full of bad will,
Chumocracies, the west on its knees,
A god damn awful truth,
A culture that is so corrupt,
It no longer cares for its old or youth,

I wonder if we'll get a chance to start again,
As I put a record on,
And dance to Major Tom like nothing's wrong.