Ladi - Wish U Were Here Lyrics

I mean honestly I'm sick of disrespect
I'm sick of people thinking they can come right at my neck
Sick of people acting fried I don't care what's on ur chest
Cause when it gets the time for me to speak my mind then it's Ladi why u tryna cause a mess
Why u putting on a front
Why u acting like u stressed
Y'all real lucky I'm composed
And act too cool to get upset
It's so crazy I let people make me scared to feel like less
But I've been growing on my doly had to learn to be direct
And built my skin as tuff as iron they ain't finish me
If u move like that rn it's more than history
But really I'm still cooling under pressure u just not gon get the chance to do it twice cause ain't no way I'll let em get to me
Cause now I'm getting colder know I'd say this on the speaker
Kinda makes me wanna flex and turn my wrist into a freezer
But God still gave me grace won't act like I'm a non believer
Went from sorry turned to holy just in time I feel like Bieber
And y'all know I'm Yoruba so I was born to be a leader
I was tired of the surface so I went a lil deeper
Ain't no need for a facade when I just do it for myself I make my music just for me but y'all can follow at ur leisure
No lie
I'm starting not to care bout what y'all think don't need a co-sign
Cause I'm getting to the grade I was in school way back in 09
But it's back to my internal I was stuck up in between until I learned from my mistakes that I could never be on both sides
I really wish that u was with me on the way side
Ik some people round me steady waiting tryna take mine
So I learned to keep my phone on dnd ignoring FaceTimes
Now the narrative gon change to"Ladi's really being fried" when I'm just tryna get my faith right
Y'all needa work on loyalty ur nothing like a K9
Cause y'all can say I'm fried but if u need me ima make time
And y'all who tryna play me I can see ur true intentions all this being on my doly made me learn I got a great mind
I steady been stacking bricks like some legos
Finna keep it up til ur people do what I say so
They swear that I'll never pop now just wait til I turn the tables
They don't wanna watch me now til they see me in different angles
On the tv
When u got a gift like this then having confidence is easy
I'm up now all of sudden these old"friends" is tryna see me
Cause before I was a no one now it's"I'm one call away" but I promise I won't ever need you more than I'm gon need me
Need that
Don't act like u ain't see that
I'm cool off they opinions I don't really want y'all feedback
Old habits like a drug I'm in the booth so I don't relapse
I need space to keep it cordial so y'all might just gotta lean back
I'm getting to a point where I'm might leave and never be back
Feel I gotta go off on some people just relax
Cause I was really scoring triple doubles just to sit til God don blessed me with a trade I hope I never get that team back
I felt like nothing til something made me realize
That nothings not something til it's realized
My life was just catered to others until it drove me off track
So I had to disappear and find my way in all black
On that let's chat
Can't let these words get strapped
Cause contrary to some beliefs I really never would have gone back
But hey
I guess that's that