In your wicked skin you fight against yourself
But you cannot seem to win as far as I can tell
I listen to your mania, all your different ways to scream
Do you think the price of freedom still a waste of all your dreams
Panic in the bedroom, anger in the hall
Anguish in the bathroom, I can hear it all
You would control your emotions but they move too fast
You hope someday, somehow, you will be free at last
Back and forth from normal to nuts
Round and round from happy to sad
Up and down you feel too much
The pain you've always had
There is a million places for your mind to escape
So you have one million things to do every single day
But the truth about your trauma itches underneath the scar
You are safe as long as you never find out who you are
Back and forth from normal to nuts
Round and round from happy to sad
Up and down you feel too much
The pain you've always had
The pain you always feel, the pain that never ends
Till you grasp the merry-go-wheel and quickly go again
Cling to your catharsis and cover up your eyes
And wait for redemption to arrive
Back and forth from normal to nuts
Round and round from happy to sad
Up and down you feel too much
The pain you've always had