With a solid stance holding life inside ya hands
Holding life inside ya heart while u watch it fall apart
Like you watch the movie scene
Gettin taken by the ocean
I've had family members taken by the blue drownin in emotion
You know that kinda cry that makes u fall to your knees
Silent on the outside
Inside you really scream
Screaming cause u mad watching loved ones fall apart
Screaming cause u sad, cause u been feelin ur heart
Beat outside your chest n you can hear it in your head
Man just leave me alone
Just wanna go back to bed
Just wanna have my space fallin behind in the race
At least that's what it feels like
When it doesn't feel right
Had my push n pull with grace
Like we go head to head
Life keeps handin me curves
Like the pain has no end
Like the rain doesn't drain
But we just stand here anyways
How long do we wait until it gives up
Until it gives up
Until I give up
How long do we wait until it gives up
Until it gives up
Until I give up
Run out of all my money
Before I run out of options
I always keep it movin
There's no seein me stoppin
Reachin for the top
And I'm proceeding with caution
I'm a man of action
No need for the talkin
And my Demons spin me round
On a long ride
Just another rain drop
In dark sky
Just another bad day
That's gone by
Ain't nothin but a bunch of bad luck
And a good guy
I ain't never been doing this for myself
Try to tell my story
Its never leavin the shelf
I try to get better
It's tearing apart my health
When I say that I'm broke
I ain't talkin about my wealth
I open up my eyes
Really hard to get up
My demons in disguise
I'm hoping they get fed up
Time keeps on tickin
It's hard keeping my chin up
Praying to the devil
Beggin for him to give up