Lah88 - Lilith Lyrics

I gotta do this shit alone, you know life it isn't fair
You just spit out bullshit, and niggas like me really rare
I tried to show you but you stuck on trauma from the past
I'm not the same but baby you don't even know the half
You cut me for I could show exactly how I'm down
Swear I'm the truth but from you, I can't even get a smile
Don't drink that juice as much, I used to fill my cup with brown
This brown skin beauty probably finna let me down
If ignorance is bliss, I guess that's all you want it for
I ask my God forgive me, like why is this world so cold
I say I'm blessed in one second, but really I don't know
Cause what is life without loved ones, you know we dying slow
Feel like a perfect world, it really just exists in dreams
I told myself I'd get it niggas say by any means
I want a couple of them dollars while you chasing green
That's what I really want but that ain't really what I need
If love is dead just tell me you ain't gotta beat around
You know I'm dead inside so maybe I stepped out of bounds
Just praying that you make it through and make it safe and sound
I'm drinking all my pain away until a nigga drown
I look for peace in places that I should've never been
I knew we wouldn't last so I done tried to be a friend
Can't get emotional, my tears been dried away for years
I'll die without the love but that's the only thing I fear
If love is dead just tell me you ain't gotta beat around
You know I'm dead inside so maybe I stepped out of bounds
Just praying that you make it through and make it safe and sound
I'm drinking all my pain away until a nigga drown