Laica - Close to Me Lyrics

Unproud of the things I do
Maybe I'm a fool
I don't deserve this

The things that you do
Maybe you're the fool
You don't' deserve me

At my best
Even through my worst
You should be here
But your presence remains distant

You're so close to me
Yet you don't even know me
Back and forth
You play pretend
These games you play they never end

I'm trying my best to hold up my defense
What can I do to understand
Wondering where your love has went
Or

Too difficult
Saying what's on my mind
But easy for me to trust in words
Most of the time

And I
Just wanna be loved, wanna be loved, wanna be loved by you

You're so close to me
Yet you don't even know me
Back and forth
You play pretend
These games you play they never end

I'm trying my best to hold up my defense
What can I do to understand
Wondering where your love has went
Or

Sometimes I wish that we were just a little bit closer
Someday I hope you'll let me lay my head on your shoulder
They say you'll know a little better when you grow older
But all we got's a love that only seems to get colder