Ive spent so many evenings walking alone in the forest near my home
Ignoring every text coming from my phone
Wondering whether to ever come home
Everything I feel
Feels like a lie
Every thought that crosses my mind
Hates a strong word
Fate can f*ck you over
Hates a strong word
I cant wait for closure
This downward spiral hasn't stopped since February
My demons seem fake, I want them gone for my parents sake
Am I putting this on, am I doing this just for fun
Everything I feel feels like a lie
Every thought that crosses my mind
Hates a strong word
Fate can f*ck you over
Hates a strong word
I can't wait for closure
Did I f*ck up
Did I do something wrong
Did I make the wrong decisions
I do nothing but try and be kind
But lifes not on my f*cking side
Everything I feel feels like a lie
Every thought that crosses my mind
Hates a strong word
Fate can f*ck you over
Hates a strong word
I can't wait for closure