You make the claim that you want the best for me
Like it's so hard to see what's underneath
I tried my best to quit the beast
But its claws are now part of me
I drink the fire and as it burns my throat I choke on weak excuses
I used to blame it on shitty outcomes
But I know it's all
Because of me
It's all because of me that
This house went up in flames
It's all because of me that
Things just stay the same
So I just grit my teeth and smile through the pain
It's all because of me
Two years clean but narcotic fits still rage inside of me