Lake Avernus - Hidden in the Kitchen Drawer Lyrics

I'll let it gnaw
No, I'll let it chew me in two
Spoke to the doctor
"Are you eating enough?"
I can't keep it in
So I
I keep it hidden
Won't speak for a month
It's been two since you
Ran around the bedroom
Your hair in my mouth
Saying "don't worry"
Don't worry
Said "don't worry
It always works out"
Said it always works out
"But I want a break
I want to break"
I let it gnaw
No, I let it chew me in two
Spoke to the doctor
"Are you eating enough?"
Won't speak for a month
It's been two since you
Ran out the bedroom
Grabbed a kitchen knife
Saying "don't come nearer ever
I'm afraid to let you in
I'm afraid to lose the line
Between heartache and spare time
Turn away from me
Like you always do"