Lake Avernus - Safe/Unsafe Lyrics

I'm freaking out
I'm sinking into it
All of my fears
Follow every instance of this
Slip off the couch
Into something less forgiving
Know this will change me
Know this will change everything
Call in my life
Wrapped up in all I had hated
It's been a few months
And I've worked up a statement
"Feeling was vague
Felt like I should have changed it
But I rolled back my eyes
And let it suffocate me"
She grabbed my arm
Tugged it straight off my shoulder
And she smouldered as she said
"If it's all wrong
Put your weight on my shoulder
Just let me hold it"
My spine became the noodle
You slurped out of my mouth
Headed south to my old thoughts
And I was at Chick-fil-A
Crying 'bout how I need you
And soon we lost track of who needed who
She grabbed my arm
Tugged it straight off my shoulder
And she smouldered as she said
"If it's all wrong
Put your weight on my shoulder
Just let me hold you"
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
I could have held you
Oh f*ck I really could have held you
But we went inside and that's fine too