How was I supposed to know that I would be so closed off as a man
Only watching the sky so I could see when the skies are tumbling
Always a little too distant, but still so damn close too
I swear I'll stand on my own two feet when I'm done sticking to the god damn walls
When it's over I'll pay what it costs if you just get me out of here
If my legs give out then would you please come and carry me dear
Can't always lie and never lie to everyone
I know you're looking at me, but just hold on
And if you want me to stay then it's a roll of the dice if I come down here
Baby I don't know why, but there's a part of my mind yelling, "Come down, honey."
Now I'm coming around and only wondering why it is I came out here
When it's over I'll pay what it costs if you just get me out of here
If my legs give out then would you please come and carry me dear
Can't always lie and never lie to everyone
I screamed
I whispered
I ran
I walked
I crawled
I jumped up
I sang, but still screaming
We're running
It's the dead of night
Our hands up, in the sunlight shouting
"It's so much fun."
"I hate it."
Uncontrollable one
Then she calls out to me...