I'm special
But I must admit
There might be something missing
Like the last puzzle piece
I stick out like a sore thumb
The harder the laughter
So spare me your sarcasm
Cos I don't understand it
I'm special
But only good in small doses
Infantilised
With a self-diagnosis
Crashing hard because I can't mask or pretend to be normal
So here I am a dancing monkey
On my way to the circus
Don't tell me to calm down
I was born to stand out
Special
Different
I'm special
But I must admit
I'm a car crash trainwreck
That nobody can fix
Why can't I just fit in
Why can't I just sit still
Born under punches my compulsions
Cnd depression creeping in
I'm special
Only good in small doses
Infantilised
With a self diagnosis
Clone again with no friends, I didn't mean to cause offence
Diluted versions of myself
Cll these cracks, I've got to mend
Don't tell me to calm down
I was born to stand out
Cnd I know they'll call me special
Cnd I know they'll call me different
But it's never spoken kindly
When anybody says it
Special
Different
Special
Different
Why can't I just fit in
Why can't I just sit still
Don't tell me to fit in
Don't tell me to sit still
Special
Different
Special
Different