what i tell myself Video (MV)

My heart is known to overthink emotions way before I feel
Not very good at living slow
How can I be as fate gets real with me
Somedays I wonder if I could fly
Lock the door, throw the key, say goodnight
Say your name, hold your hand
Feels so right

I tell myself always that it'll wash away
When the ocean touch my bones again
I ask myself always
Oh, will we weigh the same?
Our hearts will never bleed their red
Oooh, it feels so right
I feel the heat flow through my veins of sin
Emotions before I feel again

My love is known to overwhelm everyone else beside myself
Easier to pretend I'm fine
And let my wildest dreams run free at night
Somedays I wonder if I could fly
Lock the door, throw the key, say goodnight
Say your name, hold my hand
Feels so right

I tell myself always that it'll wash away
When the ocean touch my bones again
I ask myself always
Oh, will we weigh the same?
Our hearts will never bleed their red
Oooh, it feels so right
I feel the heat flow through my veins of sin
Emotions before I get to feel

Emotions before I feel again
Emotions before it flow through my skin
Oooh
What I tell my
What I tell myself

I tell myself always that it'll wash away
When the ocean touch my bones again
I ask myself always
Oh, will we weigh the same?
Our hearts will never bleed their red
Oooh, it feels so right
I feel the heat flow through my veins of sin
Emotions before I feel again