Lame.Wav - S.I.G.H Genuine Self Inflicted Hate Lyrics

This aint a scene it's a stars race
Eventhough most of you are fake
Yea ive been having a bad day
Rain rain make it go away
Dont give a f*ck what a nigga say
Imma mix the ball with the henny
Imma shoot the ball like im penny
Issa pretty nigga in the buildin
I been in the attic
Reflecting decisions
Chasing read receipts from all of these bitches
Watching niggas be content with they living
Then hate on my vision what is this
All this shit a facade it's a business
Tried to tell 'em but nobody listened
And im tired of fighting myself for some clarity cause all the f*ckin opinions
But im wit all my iggans we chillin
Don't know why im still stuck in my feelings
Never forget the shine that you're given
Even when the rest keep trynna dim it
Let em mimic it's all in your head
I hate on myself before they get the chance
I stay by myself so they dont get a chance
Take me a tab now im boutta transcend
Dont f*ck withchall I came to get it
When I walk watch the tears my fit drippin
How is nobody paying attention
But i see they eyes scanning me anyway
Hard to hate when them Louis V frames is fake
I want mine straight from Virgil I guess I'll wait
Who let all of these new niggas set the pace
Keep comparing myself to these peasants
They made clout a talent
They scamming off features
Yall treat them like jesus
You really dont see we need
LOVE

Lately I've been fighting off these demons
You cant see you don't believe it
Stranger things behinds the scenes
And we're the only ones here
Because nobody cares
We are not the same
They'll say we change
That we're insane
They'll call you lame
That's not okay
It's makes you feel like you're the only one there
Feels like nobody cares
(I should've known
I should've know)

Homie Noah killed himself a couple years back
Still cross my mind before I cross myself
I know sometimes Im really not myself
And when I get lost I never cry for help
Rather lose it all than sacrifice myself
Know I'd rather die than let the music
And it's on sight when I see cupid
That bar like my love life that shit stupid
Remember all them nights
I took the long way home
Wrong steps bring them sad songs
We can all vibe to right?
But nobody asks if you feel alright
You dont think they'd understand
Grab the wood ignite
Forget it
Hard to tell who really even listens
When they listening to everything
And there's nothing really free about this living thang
Goin through the motions just to maintain
Roll one
Stay sane
Tolerate
But niggas always find some shit to complicate
Lonely and still can't concentrate
Always under pressure mind half the weight
I might crash the whip
I've been dodging doubts
I've been kissing lips
That let lie comes out
I've been breaking hearts
Well only mine
Wear it on my sleeve
Wit that jagged line
Don't believe in time
All i need is space
Need to Isolate
In overdrive
I Overthink my mistakes
Lose control
It's harder
To recalibrate
Like wait
Why do we hate on ourselves more than they
If it's not for the better then f*ck what they say cause
You do what you want then they stay away
Just to log in to copy and paste

Sometimes i wonder if I'm only here to lose
Im defeated ive retreated you can't tell me what to do
Who's the boss me or my demons wish i had the slightest clue
Trust me i hate myself way more than you
But ive been fighting out of hiding bringing truth
Only human why you expect me to be better than you
I get lost too
Sometimes i doubt myself
I know im by myself
So i know you can do it too

Lately I've been fighting off these demons
You cant see you don't believe it
Stranger things behinds the scenes
And we're the only ones here
Because nobody cares
We are not the same
They'll say we change
That we're insane
They'll call you lame
That's not okay
It's makes you feel like you're the only one there
Feels like nobody cares
(I should've known
I should've know)