Self Sustained Suffering Video (MV)

You want to know how I feel
You ask me what I think

We exist for a limited time
In the beginning as in the end
We shit and breathe
But do not live

One third of our time
We spend asleep
Dying as we dream
And for what

Desires not controlled
So I must live
I didn't choose my birth
Now i must exist

Every second passes
Deaths hand clutches tighter
Slowly suffocating
Unrelenting

I feel no desire to live
Why
I think we are worthless
Useless

I wish to do nothing
No concern for time
Or ideals
Emotionless

Along the bottom of a lake
Confined within my coffin
No thoughts
No purpose

I'll feel alive
When I give into death
Yet here I am
Wondering why I am

Some wish to pass on their genes
Their legacy
F*ck
I wouldn't submit another to this

Every day the same shit
Existing from forced birth
Self sustained suffering
Results from being