I could've stayed
But I did leave for now
I didn't want it somehow
But didn't get the chance
I won't be afraid
So now I couldn't text you
You want to hear
But I was afraid to know
But I'll come back to show
I'm not the kid I used to be
In my own mind you set me free
I was chaotic yet narcotic
I was reckless I was restless
I'm not the kid I used to be
In my own mind you live rent free
I say goodbye to what it was for me
That all i left behind
I tried my best
It's not enough for now
I didn't want to lose you
But couldn't get the chance to
Get you back
So now I couldn't call you
You want to hear
But I was afraid to know
But I'll come back to show
I'm not the kid I used to be
In my own mind you set me free
I was chaotic yet narcotic
I was reckless I was restless
I'm not the kid I used to be
In my own mind you live rent free
I say goodbye to what it was for me
So now you couldn't show up
You want to see
But you were afraid to know
But you'll come back to show
You're not the kid you used to be
In your own mind I set you free
You were chaotic yet narcotic
You were reckless you were restless
You're not the kid you used to be
In your own mind I ain't live free
You said goodbye
To what it was for you