Oh
I can't let go of you
It hurts to much to lose
I gave you everything
But you crushed all our dreams
I tried to make it work
You only made me hurt
I can't pretend I'm ok
Cause I can't live without you
My anxiety
Is causing me to bleed
I'm sick of playing games
I can't find a reason to keep on living
Stitch up my heart again
This wounds too deep to mend
I can't keep suffering
I'm all alone in my head
I watched you hurt yourself
You know I tried to help
You always stayed the same
Maybe it's me who couldn't change
Maybe, maybe it's me
Who couldn't change from
Who I used to be
(Who I used to be)
(Who I used to be)
I wake up all alone
(All alone)
Thinking I might see your ghost
For the last time then I let you go
I thought you were a friend
(A friend)
But friends don't turn their backs when they're dying to live again
(Dying to live again)
Who you were
And who I used to be
A f*cking mystery
But now at least I say
(At least I say)
It feels like you
Lived in a maize
Stitch up my heart again
This wounds too deep to mend
I can't keep suffering
I'm all alone in my head
I watched you hurt yourself
You know I tried to help
You always stayed the same
Maybe it's me who couldn't change
Maybe we couldn't change
(Maybe it's me who couldn't change)
Maybe you couldn't change
(Maybe it's me who couldn't change)
Maybe we couldn't change
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's me who couldn't change
We burnt the bridge between us down
I feel the weight of the baggage I gained from you
I won't let it drag me down with you