At the end of the day, I'll never be okay
Because these thoughts of my past still haunt me
At the end of the day I'll never be okay
Because This pain STILL HAUNTS ME...
I'm so far from perfect
Every breath I take is it worth it?
Help me find a higher purpose so I can ask
This life I live, do I deserve it?
The light has dimmed and brought out the worst in me
This is not who I am, this is not who I want to be
I've strayed from the path of who I was yesterday
This is not who I am, this is not who I want to be
How many years will I waste
Til I can feel myself again
When Every word that leaves my lips
Brings me a little bit closer to ending all of this
An old curse for a new body and mind
This is the start to my own self demise
Laying waste to the scared man left inside
It's time to say goodbye and goodnight
Can't rid my body of this darkness
It consumes everything I am
Engulfing my soul and eating away
At everything I tried to build and everything I try to be
I want to die
I want to f*cking die
Give me relief
A sweet release
To dig myself out
Dig myself out
Of this hell I live in
I'll never be perfect
When Every breath I take isn't worth it
If every attempt at getting better
Just f*cks me up over and over again