I've just felt so confused
I've got an insecure ego and all it's done is make me use others
Hide my true self under covers, where's my new colors?
Hate being the party killer, wanna steal her heart with some unforgetting charm
Wanna fill my dad with pride, erase all I've lied, feel the warmth inside
And i know that I've not been a good person, but i wanna try
My apologies are overused so, sorry for not being sorry when the trouble i started went farther than i thought it would go
Then play victim for my show to show them that i was emotional
Why do i give up easily, if all my daydreams of being seen are all i'm seeing
And all i do, all i do, is mess things up it's nothing new