I sit on my sofa, thinking of you
I'm too sad to leave my house
I want to see you
So I scroll through pictures of us
My eyes well up
I cry
I feel sick
I fall in love everytime
I lay in my bed, talking to you
You don't want to see me
You want to see her
You're going to leave me
My eyes well up
I hate you
I love you
I need you
Sometimes I think towards the future
It comforts me
A fake enthusiasm, a fake hope
That one day you'll love me
My eyes well up
Love me
Be patient
You can move on
Some days I write about you
I write about a time when I was happy
When you were happy
When you bothered to see me
My eyes well up
Ask me out
Please
I love you