What I saw that night
I can never recall
My mind shattered
My heart stopped beating
What I felt that night
I can never feel again
Love,Desire,Laughter
Disgust,Anger, Fear
How I cried that night
Was too profound to see
I loved him more than anything
But the alcohol made him free
How he was free that night
Until something kicked in
Evil kicked in
And made him angry
How he cried that night
How he shouted that night
How he wanted to leave forever
How I cried that night
How I was traumatised that night
And how I can never speak of it again