Parkway of the garden state
Planes flying overhead
On the porch playing Uno
Lightning struck our bed
But I got something in my chest
No one ever sees
I been waiting to leave this town
Stop living in my dreams
Oh no, I won't go
Police come around I lay low
Dead sunflowers in the snow
I hear the songs playing when I'm stoned
Came home, I'm on dope
Eighteen, when you left me alone
Eighteen, when I left my home
She's waiting up by the telephone
She slide on, on
Like a suicide in my dorm
Was a suicide after sophomore year
Now I'm living on my own
The smallest house in Avalon
Can't find it if you look for it
Fifteen court dates in three months
It'll f*ck me up, I'm gonna pour
Thought I was the last one
We were the first ones living in dirt
That didn't last long
I didn't know that life would soon get worse
They wanna fight
I bought a gun
Way late at night
When I want some
I've been feeling so numb
I feel so numb
I fill it up
And I feel nothing
I'm feeling so numb
I feel so numb
I fill it up
And I feel nothing
Oh no, I won't go
Police come around I lay low
Dead sunflowers in the snow
I hear the songs playing when I'm stoned
Came home, I'm on dope
Eighteen, when you left me alone
Eighteen, when I left my home
She's waiting up by the telephone
She slide on, on
Like a suicide in my dorm
Was a suicide after sophomore year
Now I'm living on my own
The smallest house in Avalon
Can't find it if you look for it
Fifteen court dates in three months
It'll f*ck me up, I'm gonna pour
I'm gonna pour
I'm gonna pour
F*ck it, I'm gonna pour
I'm gonna pour
It's a garden state thing
It's a garden state thing
It's a garden state thing
It's a garden state thing