Laurel Poet - Instead of Spring (Another Autumn Came) Lyrics

Instead of spring another autumn came
Instead of bushy green trees
I see sandy leaves with your name
Floating in the absence of the mellowest sun
Like drops of the heaviest rain
Drenching my soil with all these blames

Instead of an island with a golden shore
I found a purple ocean of your love
That puts me down
While keeping me high afloat
Sailing softly into the unknown fog
Will I find a way to get back home
Or will I get lost

Instead of spring another autumn came
Instead of bushy green trees
I see sandy leaves with your name
Getting tangled in my hair
A light breeze washing my face
Won't take the leaves off cause only you can

Tell me baby
What did I do wrong?
My past isn't yours to judge
Don't you see, you're making me cry
It hurts, please stop
Turning my memories into shame,
And let me touch you again
Don't you know
I love you even more
When you become so distant and cold
I don't want to hurt you anymore
Why do my words and hands burn you so
I would erase the scenes if I could
I'm sorry but I can't

Oh the flights of an innocent bird
You cut her wings, she can't fly no more
Should I just stop and leave you alone
But I can't leave you now
So sweet under the moonlight's blue
Don't push me away but take me with you

You can heal my wings
And open up yours too

Instead of spring another autumn came
Instead of bushy green trees
I see sandy leaves with your name
Waiting for a young dawn to ascend
With the feel-good warmth of once upon days
But you come again in brown and red