Too Much Video (MV)

I go to work in the morning
And then I come home
It gets really boring
Always being alone
And then I sit in my bedroom
Stare at empty walls
I threw out all my things
Because I hated them all

I eat my dinner alone
I don't wanna stay home all the time
I keep losing my friends
Over and over again
Along with my mind

I ate too much think I might throw up
I cried too much look like I'm on drugs
I try too hard and it's not enough
It hurt too much so I'm going numb
And I don't trust anyone
Spend all time trying to unwind
But it's still too much

Open my eyes in the morning
Then I close them again
It gets kinda boring always staying in bed
Then I hang out with somebody
I don't know too well
They don't know that I'm dying
They don't know I need help

Then I'm driving alone
I don't wanna go home
But I don't wanna go out
I think everyone hates me
But I know that I'm crazy
Hope they don't find out

I ate too much think I might throw up
I cried too much look like I'm on drugs
I try too hard and it's not enough
It hurt too much so I'm going numb
And I don't trust anyone
Spend all time trying to unwind
But it's still too much