Lauren Manning - Somewhere in Between Lyrics

I went to the river
Just to see my reflection
And make sure that you weren't there
Cleaned myself with the water
'Cos all this rejection
Had my body vulnerable and bare

'Cos you were somewhere in between
I wanted all of you
But you couldn't give it all to me
And so we fell somewhere in between
Something that was and something that could have been

Hope I don't hold onto
The night that I left you
Do you hold onto the moments with me?
'Cos I still remember
The last time that you held me
It felt like something and nothing simultaneously

And it's only in the darkness
That I find you heartless
I know you're not heartless
With you I'm always in the darkness
But there's just so much of it
There's just so much of it

I went to the river
But the water was moving
Too fast for me to see if you were there
I thought maybe the river
Would wash away my perception
But I found that like you
The river doesn't care

'Cos you were somewhere in between
I wanted all of you
But you couldn't give it all to me
So we fell somewhere in between
Something that was
And something that could have been