LavaJava & Sms4u - Tranquility Lyrics

Can't think of a reason to stay
Can't think of a reason to find my own way
Can't think of a reason to stay
In this darkened state of mind and all my feeling have turned grey, yeah

No emotions, commotion, I'm hoping
That my life won't turn to shit after these doses
Not breathing, I'm needing all this air
Anxiety has depleted my lungs of their

Cold enriched and frozen fillers blanketing my pillars of life
But I don't want to try, to push the limits to see if there is a light
At the end of this tunnel, or just forever the darkness,
Coating my eyes and impairing my vision, a world left behind from the hardness
Each day is just like a struggle
I'm trapped in my very own bubble
Alone from the world that I'm not even part of, yet I will escape from the rubble
That I have encased myself in
But yet I still look away,
Each day I spend breathing is only more sins for me to take on my way

Please oh help me god, for why do I even pray
To me, you're just a way to live without rights or a say
I choose to ignore all these little white lies
That society has governed and forced upon all of our lives
And at the end of the day

Can't think of a reason to stay
Can't think of a reason to find my own way
Can't think of a reason to stay
Choose another path just for another day
Can't think of a reason to breathe
Buried bodies, we're all trapped underneath
Can't think of a reason to stay
In this darkened state of mind and all of our feelings have turned grey

Can't feel the pain
Can't feel the cold
Everythings just the same now
Can't see the light
But I don't want to live in darkness
Mentally broken but
Physically fine
But why do I feel like this
The old days they were sublime
And I can't get them out of my head
But you are still everything to me
I gave you everything can't you see
If I had one wish
It would be one kiss
From you the love of my life
Please come back
I'm sorry for causing you strife

Locked in my room
On a beautiful fall day
All I can think about is what you would say
To me

Now I don't feel compelled
Like I'm under a spell
To stay depressed
Family and friends call me obsessed but you were my angel

But you are still everything to me
I gave you everything can't you see

If I had one wish
It would be one kiss
From you, the love of my life
Please come back, I'm sorry for causing you strife