LBG - Divided Lyrics

Man I feel divided
I feel, I feel divided
Yeah yeah yeah
Man I feel divided, step inside the mind of a young black man no stress you invited
My life is a bitch but I treat her like a wave so you know I'm gon ride it
I never been tough but I never been soft it's a risk if you try me
I got my own back cos I snap my neck, real shit I feel divided
No friends no fam, I just had a lil plan from the jump to get big
& I'm working on my problems so I been overcoming fears
& I sorta been distant as I'm wiping my tears, Driving thru the drama I'm just tryna steer clear
Standing in the middle of nowhere I'm lost & I can't see nobody right here
Almost gave up on myself cos the pressure was too much, it's my fault I invested too much
I put time in the wrong things & it f*cked me up & now I got no love but I know now
That it happened for a reason but my heart still broken in pieces
But that's probably why though, your boy never had a problem leaving, Man I feel divided
I don't got friends but I swear I been trying I gotta stay silent
Unpack my emotions & when I go off I be louder then a siren
I feel no pain when I'm drinking & vibing I can't stay quiet
I talk my shit when I'm drunk but f*ck it I'm barely surviving
This helps me deal but I never been violent but I'm still fighting
The demons are reaching for everything inside me it's real bad timing
I'm weaker then ever it's my darkest times & I really need lighting
But I won't fold I would rather die cos man I feel divided
Man I feel divided
Man I feel divided
Man I feel divided
Man I feel divided
Real talk oh shiii
Look, I don't wanna hear no lies coming from the bottom no tie
Why the brother boy wanna try switch sides same with the name but they never gon ride
I Been myself since I was a teen knowing the king that be needing a queen
Alleyway sippin the lean, smoking the weed, pussy be making me weak
24/7 with this shit listening to rap as a kid never knew what dad coulda been
Probably want a stack and a Benz probably got trapped with a friend makin no sense
Life can get tense on a man sniper in the back of the head Same shit again, do the same shit again yeh it's all over when you dead
Now why we divide
Lil boys still lying
Now why we divided
Make noise, stay silent
Now why we divide
Cos the hater wanna try it put him in a trap kerosine then we light it
Why we divide
Shouldn't be divided
I been in the back of the booth with a pad tryna make tracks, tryna put the fam on the map, tryna put the plan in attack
Never understanding the black wanna stand in the back
We ain't got no time for no one it's all about the money for a show now
We ain't got no time to hold up gotta see all the brothers on the road
Now why we divided
Our people surviving
Still we divided
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