You Won't Understand Video (MV)

Oh, I've ruined my life
But you won't understand
To stay around
Is suicidal
Oh
I've been on my side
My pride, it has no end
At 39
No cash no friends
Oh, I've ruined my life
But you don't understand
It takes a while
To let things sink in
Oh, the days turn into nights
And I don't have the strength
To turn around
And lift the veil
I'll let you know when I get better
But until that time
Would you stick around
And guide me through the night?
We all get knocked out in a different fight
But the cameras never stick around to see when we get up
I'll let you know when I get better
But until that time
I know you'll have some doubts
But help me see the light
We all get worn down on a different path
But if we just take off our shoes and kick it back
We'll see the sun
I'll let you know when I get better
But until such time
Will you wait around
And take me in alive?
And would you hold me in your arms tonight?
Just hold me in your arms tonight
Oh I've ruined my life
But you won't understand
At 35 I wrote this song
And oh, I think a little life
Deserves a bigger end
And like this song
It won't take long now