Leading Psychics - Last Wave Lyrics

I'm on a suicide drive off the high dive
I know the fastest way, but I like the ride
I guess I lost my love for a certain lust
And now I'm sitting around just collecting dust
I've had the hardest time I've ever had
Trying to blow your mind and get ahead
I like to make excuses, but I just gave up
And this lament has lasted long enough
This is the last wave
This is the last wave
I'm on the last wave
This last wave
So here I stand and face the pain
It's been a long hard life, but not in vain
I thought I might have made the perfect mess
But have you met my best friend, loneliness
I'd like to say I know it all
I've done it all
And now I've hit a wall
But the things you've seen you can't unsee
And what happens next is what was meant to be
This is the last wave
This is the last wave
I'm on the last wave
This last wave