Leah Hawkins - despite it all Lyrics

So many questions running through my mind
Like, will you come home with me and spend the night?
I'd lose it all just to be with you again
Promise I've worked on myself got through some pens
Cus I paint a picture of what I truly want
It's you telling me you love me despite it all
So many different things I could of done
Like, controlling my jealously instead of you my love
I ruined it all I know I did it then
Promise I'd come back to you no matter when
Cus I paint a picture of what I still want
It's you telling me you want me no matter what
It's you telling me you love me despite it all
Despite it all
Through thick and thin
I swear I love you with everything in me
I'm terrified of you not being
On my mind in the morning
Is this it? is it over?
Cus I adore you more than I could ever show you
Please come back to me, I've got more to give
Please come back to me, you're the one I miss