One time I went
To a guy's house
To watch a movie
And that's just what we did
He was telling the truth
We watched the whole thing
And one time a guy asked
Me if he could kiss me
And he actually let me answer
When I said no
He just drove me
Home
It's things like these that
Would exceed
My expectations
Now I'm waiting
For the worst to happen
Oh of course I'm basing
The future on what I've faced
In the past
Oh what a blast
I've had being ripped apart
To shreds
My heart is with those who
Don't deserve it
He really asked me the question
And we really put on a chick flick
But those nights
Ended differently
What would I be if they
Hadn't shut me up
What would I be if it was the
Director's cut
It's for the drama
It's for the theatrical release but
It's a version I'd never see ugh
That time a guy asked me if he could
Put his lips on
Mine
The night had been fine
But then it went wrong
Cue the shot-reverse-shot
I said "I do not know"
And he said
"I'll decide for you"
Tragedy ensued
And I went way off script from what I was
Supposed to do
It's things like these that
Never meet his
Expectations
He got angry
A poor baby
And I acted out
In self-defense
Not the best setting
For this
A plot twist
That shit will
Never happen to me again
I'm heartless
Not RIP
To me it's all
Worth it
I mean
If only those nights had ended differently
Just think
What would I be if they
Hadn't shut me up
What would I be if it was the
Director's cut
Was for the drama was for the theatrical release
But judge
Let me plead my case
I'm this way cuz they made me
Ah
Your honor I just didn't know my own strength
If those nights had ended differently
If those nights had ended differently
If those nights had ended differently
La da da da da da da da da da (I'm starting to see it I regret nothing)
La da da da da da da da da da (I'm starting to feel it I regret nothing)
La da da da da da da da da da (I'm starting to see it I'd regret nothing)
If those nights had ended differently