I've been reminiscing all these headaches, heartbreaks, the choices that I've made
And I've been so reckless, and careless, I got lost along the way
Who's to care, man, it's only me
I'm just a husk of who I'm meant to be
Caught in the mystery, there's no consistency
I think I'm a loser, but there's worse things I could be
If this is what life's got to offer, yeah tell me why I ever bother
I know It's so strange but I'm constantly trying harder
Well here I am failing again,
Struggling to not give in
While you see me spiral, I swear I'm on to something
I can't know the truth It's just what I believe
And I'll question myself while I'm always asking why
These damn fears, they crowd my mind, I just stop to breathe
I feel so different, often insignificant, it's a constant trend that I wish I could comprehend
Been dragged down by all the falter, but giving everything that I could offer
Life's such a bitch, but don't count me out I'm walking taller
Well, here I am struggling again,
Coming to grips with the person I am
I know I've been flailing, but why cant I ascend
I cant know the truth I just pretend to believe
And I'll question myself, while I'm always asking why
These damn fears they crowd my mind
Just stop to breathe,
Just let me breathe
I caught my grip. I'm on solid ground
I'm fumbling but I won't fall down
Yeah, I'm a beacon of hope.
I was lost but now I'm found
If I ignore the truth I'll never be free
And I'll respond to the help,
While I'll better myself through time,
Control my fears that I'll learn to confine
So I can